Hazen didn't get the job here in Helena. We are trying to be good little Christians and remember that there is a plan in here that we just can't see yet. There is somewhere else we need to be, and we need to relax and let it happen. It's just very hard when we're both miserable. I want to be home with my son and he wants to be the provider. Our role reversal has been difficult, but we are definitely gaining new respect for each other and what we do!
Applications are in to Bozeman (again), Madison county, Washington, and will soon be submitted to Vegas. I have to let go of my Montana dreams and realize that our family needs to branch out. I want to stay here so badly, but we have to be where the jobs are and it ain't here, unfortunately.
Something has to work out soon...if not, active duty will be the next step. He left the military for a reason, so the thought of going back is very upsetting.
I've been relatively stressfree about all of this, believing things would be fine and all will work out. Today, though, I'm worried. I don't know how much more of this we can handle. :(
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