Full term tomorrow!

Like my title indicates--tomorrow Ian will officially be full term. He can come and be healthy at any time. So exciting. :) I finally got my lab results--everything came back normal. I'm disappointed. :( I do have my first internal on Monday though, so I'm really excited about that. I think this is the first time in my life I have been EXCITED about an exam down there. And it's not just an exam, it's a PAINFUL exam. Even worse, I'm hoping he'll be able to strip my membranes--another PAINFUL thing. And I'm looking forward to it. :) I finally cried for a little while about Hazen leaving this morning--first time since finding out he might go. I feel better now though--just needed to get it out, I guess. I'm stressing a little. My hope was that Ian would come at 37 weeks, and here we are and no baby and no idea when he's coming. It's horrible because everytime I do anything (walk, have sex) I expect something to happen. I'm so disappointed that I haven't lost my plug or anything (I think I might have lost some pieces of it, but definitely not the dramatic glob I'm looking for). So everyday I'm not in labor I get a little sadder. I really think he's dropped now. My tummy did some dramatic shape changing over the last couple of days, and he's not in my ribs anymore--yay! I have also had my appetite back for three days--I have sooo missed eating! I've even had seconds at dinner the last couple of nights. Believe me, it's a BIG DEAL. :)