Don't know what to do

So, now that Hazen hasn't gotten the job, we are pretty much in panic-mode. We thought one of us should join the Air Force--it's very hard for prior service people to get back in, so we thought maybe I could go in as an officer. They take less than 200 officers that aren't academy, prior enlisted/currently enlisted, or ROTC. So then we thought Hazen could join the guard. But, after talking to a recruiter yesterday, we found out they are actually taking prior enlisted Air Force security forces right now. Hazen doesn't know what to do. He doesn't want to make a hasty decision, and I agree with that. He wants to wait a month to decide. My fear is that if we wait a month, they won't be taking prior enlisted anymore.

I don't know what to do. He would have to go back in as security forces, which he hates, but he'll have his bachelor's degree in 2 years at which point he can (hopefully) go to OTS and be an officer, which would be okay.

My stomach hurts and I just feel like crying right now. I don't know what to do and I don't know if being at work is the best thing for me today. It's only for another 3 1/2 hours...then we're going to talk to the recruiter again and Ian has his post-op appointment. But right now, I feel miserable.