Holy moly...

...we're in the third trimester today. Holy crap that happened fast. I cried when I realized what today was. I knew it was coming, but the fact that it's actually here is scary! First trimester you look forward to the second, second trimester you're waiting for the third, third trimester---LABOR. WHOA, WHOA, WHOA. Sometimes I feel ready and other times I'm about to have a heart attack. I was worried about not having everything we need, but really the only thing we NEED at this point is a pack and play and diapers, so I think we'll be okay. I just hope I'm able to breastfeed--it's sooo much better for the baby and that formula stuff is EXPENSIVE. I'm not really scared of labor at all. I'm not really afraid of pain, I never really have been. Everyone keeps telling me not to think of that part or asks if I'm nervous about it and I'm really not. I'm actually a little excited for it. :) And I'm all for drugs, so I don't expect to hurt too much for too long anyway. We'll see how I feel about it once it actually starts...:p